Self motivation

Well it is a new year! Can't believe 2009 has already come and gone! This year I have decided that I need to lose 15-20 lbs still! I can't handle feeling so big I'm my body! I don't fit into my clothes like I want to. And I still have my belly from having Royce. I do not like it! I need to lose as much weight as I can before becoming pregnant again. Which is still prob a year away. If all goes as planned. :) SO I do have sometime to really get my butt into shape! I just need to do it. I didn't realize how busy my life would be with Royce. And I started watching Eva again- which I love! I just don't give myself enough time to exercise and get myself into the body that I will like. I feel dumb blogging about this haha. But I feel like if I get it written down that I want to lose weight and see it then it could motivate me into it! haha. Pathetic. Well so far this week I have worked out only 2 times 40 mins each time. I need to do some exercises today. I must get my butt into gear! I need to feel better about the body I am in. That's all ;)